BuNNieS wiLL RulE tHe UniVeRSe

The countdown does not correlate with the date mark on each blog entry. That's because I sometimes blog after 12pm, so the date changes.

Anyways, talked till about 5am. Actually I was already asleep, and when I was moving around I hear you say something, and then I looked at the clock and it said 5am. I didn't fall asleep again until the sun started to rise. That was such a long night. We just spent it talking about the good old times. =)

Guess what tomorrow is.....

=) Bye!

Exercised via Wii! =) I played for a hour and it didn't even feel like an hour! Yeah. I should do that more. I was playing the new Wii sports, then I got bored and so I played the old one. Man, it is so old. But I still like it. The training mode is good for exercise. =)

I went to the bank to run some errands, and I realized that I really hate sunshine. I looked in the mirror and saw myself slightly pale, and I want to keep it that way.

I also realized that I should go to the dentist to check on my wisdom teeth. I better get it pulled out now, or it's never going to happen.

You woke up at 4pm today, and said you were hungry. I told you to get some food, but you refused to go outside looking like a mess. But in the end your hunger won. =) While you woke up I went to take a nap. I like sleep and napping so much. It's so nice having no stress. I don't get pimples on my face, my mood is good, and life is just so much better. I must cherish this for the next 92 days while I still can.

I'm thinking about making a private xanga,where I can go more in depth about us so that we can look back on these days when we're older. But it's so much work. Hmmm, maybe when I'm bored. =)

K Love you!

I took long nap from 5-8pm. I woke up thinking it was the middle of the night because it was really dark. It was lonely tonight. I made myself a sandwich for dinner, but I was still hungry so I made noodles as well. Okay, you might be thinking "sh*t girlfriend is getting fat again" BUT, this is the only meal that I ate today. Therefore, girlfriend is just getting her daily dose of nutrients plus a few cookies here and there (and yogurt and milk). I ate in front of the television while watching the 10pm ktla news. I've caught up on society and the forecast for the next seven days. I was reading Berkeley's fml, and it made me feel like total shit because all people do is complain about their grades. It felt good to hear that people are failing, but nevertheless grrrr.

Now, I'm going to do unproductive things for the next few hours then fall asleep, and wake up to another lazy day. Life is good.

KEVINCANLAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so pissed and sad at the same time. I feel like such a f***ing failure. Omg, UGH, F*** Berkeley! F*** Math. D**N IT. You know that feeling that you always get when you're on the verge of failure. I JUST WANT TO BEAT SOMETHING UP!!!

AND HERE IS THE Sad moment..........

I feel like I should crawl into a freaking hole; live the life of a small amoeba.

D**N IT, I WANT YOU TO COME OVER HERE AND HUG ME NOW!!!! I need to squeeze you with all my anger. Then I want to sit on you, and bury my face in your chest and just shed some tears. I'm am such a pathetic, emotional, failure.

Man, you know you're nerd when having bad grades is worst than having a bad period.
(not that you would understand because you don't get periods dear, but you've seen how bad mines get)

D*** !@#$%^&*!!!!!!

Sigh, just comfort me like you always do! Please!

Grrrr....

(Pretend I punched you, because I'm mad), (now pretend I kissed you, because I just punched you)

Gosh, thank you for listening to me complain!

Yikes, it's late but I don't want to miss a blog yet. My throat feels so much better, it doesn't hurt to talk or eat. =) A week ago I took my finals, damn the week passes by really fast. I'm sorry that you didn't get to rape your physics midterm today. But don't worry! Theres always a curve. I wanted to order some clothes online, and I'm still wondering if I should. =) I want it, but the shipping is like $8, hmmmm. Maybe tomorrow. I really should start looking for a job, it will be impossible to find one, but I've just been sitting here being a lazy bum. My only excuse is that I'm still coughing grrrrr. Well, you just went to sleep. So...

Goodnight! =)

P.S. there is some seriously bad English in this, but oh wells.

Hello dearest,

My mom left again for another month. I will be here alone for a month! Nice. Yup, I'm getting better little by little. The medicine takes a while to work. I've been sick for almost two weeks. That is way too long. I need to heal now! I have nothing to do at home! So sad, but I like how I don't have to worry about school. =) And I get to organize all my stuff, I like organizing. It makes me happy when I see my finished work. My mom always ruins the way I organize the room, but since she's gone I can do it however I want. I want a shoe rack for next year. For some reasons I have many shoes; not as much as you, but it's still plenty. Yup, you got back from playing at the Arc, and you lost so bad. But it's okay I still love you, loser. =)96 more days! It counts down so fast. =(

K Bye!

Wow, I never bother to use this sad, little, old blog. If I delete this I will feel bad, because you made this for me.It's special. Maybe I should put this blog to some good use. Maybe I'll blog about my summer days, days of being apart from you. It will give me something to do. I have this pimple on the side of my chin; it hurts like a $@#&! when I touch it. But since there is no reason for me to look nice, there is no need to care about my pimples. The gloomy weather makes it hard to tell time. It reminds me of school. You're eating dinner right now. I already ate, but I think I'm going to eat more later. Yes, it may seem as if I am being a fat ass, but I'm not. I usually eat more at school. I can eat as much as I want at home because rice is not that fattening. I did nothing today, except getting some internet. =) And I did see my grade for Writing. =) I got my first A in college! =). I'm so happy about it, not an A-, it's a solid A!!! Yeah!! I wish I can hug you and squeeze you with my happiness! I'm still coughing though. I just realized that it's going to be your birthday this month. I don't have to worry about getting you a present, because you didn't give me a present for my birthday. But being me, I will probably end up sending you something. That's just how I am. Hmm, darn there really isn't much to blog about is there?

K jerk face, I'll ttyl =)